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preparations for celebrations

Sun, 16 Sep 2007 14:02:44 GMT

my house has been in a terrible mess since the start of the week cos my dad was busy painting the entire house. yesterday night saw the madness of all madness. after my dad painted my room, he shifted my wardrobe and my entire wardrobe collapsed! he got so frustrated that he started cursing the wardrobe. it didn't help that my wardrobe collapsed TWICE and my mom + maid went to a freakinggg birthday party, leaving the father & daughter to clean the mess. my dad had no one else to vent his anger but on me and he reprimanded me for having too many clothes/bags/shoes cos that was why the wardrobe collapsed. he told me that if the wardrobe were to collapse for the third time, he was gonna throw it away but thank god, luck was on my side. (: my dad and i took out my clothes + bags out of the wardrobe and we fixed the wardrobe from scratch, unscrewing the shitz and screwing them all back. i told him we could set up a furniture company any time, lol. my bed and floor were filled up with clothes that we had to step on my clothes to walk around the room SOB SOB. haha. after that, i was too tired to put my clothes back into the finally fixed wardrobe that i just left it on the bed and slept on the floor. haha. it was THAT much of a pile of clothes cos i didn't have any space at all to sleep. and because of all that, i had to cancel plans of overnighting with yats at the airport. sorry babyyytweenks! =X

this morning, i was woken up by my mother to help my maid with the clothes and my dad + mom bought more than 50 hangers for my clothes as we thought that it would be much better to hang half of my clothes instead of folding them and piling them up into a mountain of clothes which will spill out of the wardrobe any time soon. HAHAHA. my dad and i were both in a bad mood yesterday but there were funny moments while fixing the wardobe. hehe. the room's in a pretty orange colour and it blends with my mirror and furniture so yaay for that. (: my dad helped me stack up my boxes of shoes next to the wardrobe and helped me with my accessories board. how nice! it's as though we're ready for raya cos the smell of the paint reminds me of the happy occasion. (:

so this explains pretty much why i haven't been studying for the entire week. :/

everyone's busy helping out at my brother's room now. i'm SO not helping cos the loser himself is OUT with loser friends instead of painting his OWN room. hahaha. the house is in such a mess that i don't know what to do now cos i'm definitely not helping out. there's already loads of helping hands there. ;) maybe i should just go and eat, like i always do. lol.

breaking fast with the girls on thursday, i can't waaaaait! i hope we'll go gaylang after that. (: deng deng deng yummaaay.

oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

Fri, 14 Sep 2007 06:52:36 GMT

me love

sos

Wed, 12 Sep 2007 17:22:23 GMT

i don't know why but i feel like shit. even ice-cream ain't helping. i need a b-r-r-r-r-r-r-e-a-k. let's be cavemen for a few days. or maybe we should just quit pretending. so weak, why are we all weaklings? :(

on the road

Tue, 11 Sep 2007 04:20:37 GMT

i hope no one listened in to the muttons yesterday night cos some idiot girl publicly declared her love for me and confessed her longing desire to kiss me.. and was claiming, "but i'm not a lesbian.." OMG WHAT THE FUCK HAHAHA. she freaking tarnished my reputation, gosh she even mentioned my full name OMG WHY ARE YOU SUCH A LOSER bang bang! =/

oky i'm overnighting with dan tonight but location unconfirmed yet, we'll just probably hit the usual place. i need sleep sleep sleep but i gotta meet up with banana later to teach her. i was supposed to meet her at 12pm but as usual, little miss late lives up to her name.

i wanna eat sotong now yum yummaaaay.
i need to buy more inspiration, the minty biscuit i mean.
gosh, if only we could buy inspiration, i wonder how's it going to be like?

game of life

Sun, 09 Sep 2007 15:06:30 GMT

whatever you're doing scares me. i don't know whether to believe you because i know you're lying. it's too obvious. you just want to be better. one day, i'm gonna leave and see how you'll go without me.

blood

Sat, 08 Sep 2007 19:10:41 GMT

the NM family together with our maid + aunt + her son went to orchard yesterday for a karaoke session to celebrate my brother's birthday and after that, he ditched his family to go out with friends + girlfriend. i don't even think he'll come home anytime soon. yknw, it was the first time i'm in awe, by the fact that my brother can actually sing. it was so amazing that my heart could have melted if i were his girlfriend. you know how it works, siblings don't usually speak good words of each other (in my case especially) but this one, i JUST got to say. even my maid was like, WOW WOW WOW. lol. i'm never gonna admit to him personally that he's a great crooner cos i know exactly what reaction to expect from him upon hearing such words from his (favourite) sister's mouth. poor girlfriend didn't join us cos my brother complained that she could only shout/scream instead of sing. as usual, i was being the brat, finding fault with almost everyone (except my dad) and getting angry over nothing but afterall, everything turned out fine and we were a happywappy family : ) i was surprised that my dad joined us yesterday cos earlier this week, he was fuming mad at my brother no thanks to his phone bill that amounted to almost $400 (!!!!!!!!!!!) insane i know but what to do, my brother claimed that he had to "juggle conversations between loads of girls", urgh like whatever looooozer. anyhoo, HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO MY ONE AND ONLY LOOOOOOZER BROTHER WHO STEALS MY MONEY AND JUNKFOOD COS HE CLAIMS THAT WHATEVER'S MINE IS HIS AND THE LOOOOZER WHO ANNOYS THE SHIT OUT OF ME (and our lil sista) DAY AND NIGHT!!! PLEASE ACT LIKE A 20 YEAR OLD MAN INSTEAD OF A 2 YEAR OLD KIDDO!!!

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holy cow i'm coughing so badly now. =X
anyhoo, i think i'll make a visit to the doc on monday cos something's been bugging the hell outta me lately.

i need redbull and sushi. the perfect combo that's effective to keep me awake but for now, i'm too sleepy to even think of food. nightos everyone, i'm gonna sleep!

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did anyone stumble upon baby V's racy photos?? my god, i don't know what to say. i saw the real photo (uncensored and whatshitnot) omgg so scandalous but i guess i'd do anything too if i were to date zac efron and keep him by my side.. away from his legion of hardcore female fans.... NAH JUST KIDDING!! i'm not mad as to do such a thing please BUT i know of some people who would do that for their men, LOL LOL LOL

outnumbered days

Thu, 06 Sep 2007 14:43:21 GMT

i finally went back to pr to get my spectacles after so long! haha i actually messed up the teacher's desk cos i was searching high and low for the case but in the end, the case was hidden under some wardrobe. sotooooooong. there wasn't any student at all in school, thank god hehe.

hal informed me just an hour ago that a maid had fallen off the 6th storey of her block, so skareeee. =/ there's still blood splats on the ground, eeeps. someone's now so afraid that she might hear noises while she's studying, omggg. but anyhoo, i wanna go her house play MAHJONG! hehe *inside joke* i wanna go studying soon with you and my other counterpart who's gonna switch herself into a hardcore mugger, which i'm sure she has already done so (:

omg stop eating will i (am). btw, don't we all just LOVEEEEE will.i.am's "i got it from my mama" song?? it reminds me of the mutton caller days ago who complained about songwriters lacking ideas on what songs to sing. the muttons are too funny, sometimes i laugh to myself late at night cos they crack me up so bad. ~.^

anyway, i ate a banditto meal, sushi, tomyam noodles and had double choc frappe just now omg. tuesday night was thai xpress for dinner. too much food's making me wonder why my stomach isn't exploding yet HAHAHA but thank god fasting month's coming! a lil excuse for us to starve ourselves hoohoo.

airpork tomorrow night!

i hope my polywolyroly darlings are doing fine!! so soly my poly wolies if we've been postponing meetups or anything cos the two tweeds are busy preparing for prelims. =X we alevellers still love our rolypolywoly babes heaps mwaks!

move the groove

Mon, 03 Sep 2007 13:39:57 GMT

i just had a nice shower after watching LOVE IS CINTA. acha septriasa is so gorgeous. i'm so over irwansyah. he looks so haggard probably cos he's lost his appeal already. the storyline isn't amazing or anything, MY HEART is waaaay better, you can cry a river watching that. anyway, there's loads of confused souls in the movie and too much teeth-ing going on, lol. as much as i love acha, she just needs to differentiate between happiness and sadness. sometimes, i don't know if she's laughing or crying, she just shows off too much teeth! haha.

&high school musical 2 doesn't live up to the hype that was anticipated much earlier this year. i watched it about a month ago (online of course) and imo, hsm 1 was more brilliant. so much for the zanessa news, like wtv (-.-") zac efron is undeniably hot but still, no good no good.

hmmm maybe i should aspire to be a director! anyone up for mega major roles??? my friend is planning to start a porn industry (no kidding) and she appreciates it if all hotties with hot bodies and hot faces, DOUBLE OOOOMPH FACTOR, yes you hottielicious babes, pen down your application.

okay let's plan. i wasted the entire day and last night sleeping, watching movies and online shopping. WHAT DO I DO NEXT??

i'm waiting to eat the muttons at 10PM hoohoo. they're too witty but i loikeeeeee.

i think i sat too long on this chair. i could seriously lay (golden) eggs while piling up fats watching videos and snacking. omg fatties, please go awayyyyy! i need to be <50 again please, yes i'm THAT fatty i need to lose fats okay please thin people, can i transfer my fats to you thinspirations oh pretty please.

but still, i crave for some sushi. anyone up for a round of buffet?? say AYE!! i wanna go JAPAN! end of the year please...... ^__^

walking zombie

Mon, 03 Sep 2007 04:17:44 GMT

i had a peaceful (almost to) 12 hours sleep last night.

why is it that i'm always in deep sleep! i don't understand why i can't hear my phone ringing (come on, more than 10 missed calls!) while i'm sleeping even if the ringing tone is blasting at its maximum volume.

okay bottomline, I LOVE TO SLEEP I'M A SLEEPING BEAST AND I THINK I'LL BE THE FIRST TO DIE IF A BOMB IS ACTIVATED IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT COS I WON'T BE ABLE TO HEAR A THING BINGO.

okay back to sleep!! let us all sleep our monday blues away!

sleep my child

Wed, 29 Aug 2007 03:10:49 GMT

i don't know what's wrong with me. i've been sleeping so much since saturday night. this week, i sleep no later than 12am and wake up no earlier than 9am. i've wasted 3730764732497502750 hours of my life sleeping when i could actually be studying. SIGH. it's really frustrating. this week's definitely not productive at all. AT ALLLLLLL :(

fact of the day

Thu, 23 Aug 2007 02:06:05 GMT

omg i'm so outdated. i JUST realised that there's such a thing as a S$20 NOTE. -.-" that's how much i haven't been in touch with the real world. i'm still cooped up in my tortoise shell, succumbing to the anxiety of being plagued by evil monsters that's haunting my ass to hit the books but as always, i conveniently hit the sack instead. oh well.

you say the number 67 and i'll instantly feel the jitters. this is the second time so i should be feeling double the dithers.

today is you baby. my heart skipped a beat.

books repellent

Sat, 18 Aug 2007 20:45:18 GMT

it's annoying to know that you have the mood and time to do anything and everything (from watching dvds to online shopping to witnessing the spectacular fireworks display at marina bay two nights in a row) except studying. god, knock some sense into me please. i've wasted 2358953273 hours of my life when i should be using that (extremely precious) time to study. yes, this week has not been productive at all. SIGH. &my cough isn't getting any better. each night, i cough my lungs out as though i won't be able to see the sun the very next morning. i feel a sharp cut (and pain) in my throat each time i cough. ARGH. am i dying? WOOHOO, i hear you say.

i should be sleeping at this time but i know you know what i'm doing right now... (-.-")

too wordy

Wed, 15 Aug 2007 12:48:13 GMT

i was supposed to watch "secret" (yeah THAT jay chou movie) with nadz just now but the plan got cancelled cos i didn't have my spectacles with me. i needed those glasses so that i wouldn't have to squint my eyes while watching the movie and reading the subtitles but sadly, they're still in the staffroom. =/ anyway, banana and i decided to skip afternoon class to have lunch at pizza hut. hoohoo, our waiter looked like wolverine, no kidding but banana thinks he's cute, lol. i wanted to go home after that but she didn't want to so we ended up walking to orchard. the only thing i bought was.... BUBBLETEA! O.o i didn't shop, hurrah hurrah. (: banana was feeling uncomfortable cos her stomach was giving her some 'funny' feeling, so she cabbed home and i took the train back.

yesterday, we bought doughnuts at missy donuts (yeah a great alternative to donut factory cos 1) you don't have to queue for hours, salivating while you're waiting and 2) it opens at 10.30am so you can have it for breakfast!) and we headed off to cathay to study but it wasn't productive cos there was a major distraction. sigh. i went off for tuition at night and zonked out the moment i came back at about 11pm.

i was supposed to meet khay and dwi at the airport on monday but i was tied up with last minute marking of scripts (yes, a week of overdued papers that i was supposed to return back to my ex-students!) so they willingly came over to cathay all the way from the airport, thank you gorgeous glamos mwaks mwaks. (: i rushed through my marking cos i had to give the students back the next day while the rest kept themselves busy with their notes and coffee. GOOD LUCK TO MY PRETTAYEPOLY LOVES FOR YOUR EXAMS! at about 7pm, razalicoli joined us and we all went for dinner at manhattan fish market. banana and i shared the yummay seafood platter and the lovebirds also shared the same thing while khay had some prawn platter. &speaking of which, dwi got through the auditions of mmsp, CONGRATOS FUTURE MISS CONGENIALITY! <3 we'll come down to support you on that day itself! (:

nightos! i wanna watch hotties andrea fonseka and utt in "live the dream". haha i saw hamzah at town just now. he sooooooo reminds me of utt! &why did eka mairina join "live the dream"? i thought she has already lived her dream by winning "anugerah" a few years ago? i knowww!! maybe she's converting from belacan to cheese... geddit?? omg she just mentioned the word belacan! (: oky off i go!

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life begins at 2pm everyday at cathay starbucks with the cool slim shady. you look 'cooler' with your shades on.

my part on this game of love

Mon, 13 Aug 2007 17:47:36 GMT

i don't know. maybe i'm just too picky. when brilliantly decent ones cross my path, i'd waste the opportunity to get to know them better but when the less-than-average ones come, i'd feel as though there's something distinctive about them that makes me all curious to know how we'll go. i'd still have my doubts no matter whichever circumstance i'm in. i'm not phtg but it's just so unfortunate that i still have my reservation. and i'm sorry i gave you too many empty promises or have dashed your high hopes lately. truth is, i'm apprehensive. in fact, i'm too apprehensive. it's been so long since i last owned that feeling, or a person for that matter. well, till the day i find one that's up for keeps and i'm positively sure it'll last till the end of time, we can forget about blissful fairytales in the mean time cos i don't like my fairytale to be left hanging. i hate how people disappear from my life unexpectedly like we're so close for a few days/weeks/months/years and then *poof* you go away and never come back.

patriotic singaporean!!!!!!!!!

Wed, 08 Aug 2007 18:28:28 GMT

bottom-right pic : this was the man whose (k-e-p-o) wife corrected us when we got ourselves confused over our senior/mentor/prime minister.

ENJOY THE LONG WEEKEND (:
&HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!
xoxo

littlest things

Wed, 08 Aug 2007 10:18:11 GMT

my plans got screwed up today and I'M REALLY SORRY BANANA : (

gosh i should just stick to whatever plans i had and not change at the VERY last minute. now i feel so bad i hurried her out of her house and then cancelled on her. i don't know if you're reading this or not but i'm really sorry for being such a (darling) toot to you APOLOGIES TIMES A MILLION!

so 70buckeroos is gone thanks to the loooozer kids. they woke me up so early just to get me ready to meet them. they're so funny and naughty like baboons, embarrassing themselves as always. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZUBAIR KIDDOOO. idiots, ask me go play dota and soccer with them! how could they! i hope they'll grow up and not act like 8-year old kids, lol.

anyway, my babypeez i hope you're okay : ) not worth brooding over some loooozer who you unfortunately bumped into earlier just now. sucha bastard ain't worth your time..

okayo happy national day.... eve! i hope this week is gonna be good.. even though 70bucks is gone. i still cannot fathom the fact that i spent 70bucks on them!!! but it's okay, i'll probably get 700bucks in return for my kindness and sweetness?? LOL.

god, please don't let my favourite wetseal top be out of stock! i really really really really really really really love it please pretty please.

edit : i'm still sore by the fact that i've used up $247 within 22 hours IM NOT KIDDING. wtf wtf wtf. HOW TO SAVE MONEY LIKE THAT?! i promise i won't spend anymore for the whole of the month. the thing is, I DID NOT EVEN BUY ANYTHING FOR MYSELF except $20++ worth of clothes AND THAT'S IT. gosh, money please come back to me.. :((((( i should stop being so generous!!!! too generous for my own good! =X

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it would have been nice if we said a little hello to each other. that was darn fast btw. AFTER SO LONG. a quick transition i say.

pieces of my heart

Tue, 07 Aug 2007 15:17:38 GMT

i'm chatting with my babypeez now like HELLO DARLAWARLA mwaks : )

prss is having their crosscountry tomorrow and my (ex) students, those loooozer soccer boys are asking me to treat them to swensons after that cos it's zubair's birthday. lol. how annoying! they keep messaging me looozer reminders just so i won't forget the treat. "oi better treat us to swensons tomorrow hor.." and "hello who's this.. i saw your number on the floor at the mrt when i was going home.." yeah the looozer birthday boy called me with some unknown number and said that. TERRIBLE! i want to go to the park and watch them run (or rather walk) but i'm too lazy to entertain shitzzzzo.

on the way home just now, there was a disruption in between tampines and pasir ris mrt stations. CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT THE HECK HAPPENED THERE? there was so much commotion at every station i passed and yeah i had to alight at tanah merah from kembangan cos we all had to wait for another train. fatin and i were speculating on what could have possibly happened there and we started acting crazy, forreal. LOL TODAY IS MAD DAY thanks to too much wastage of brain juice. we went to ntuc and acted like (desperate) housewives, figuring out what to cook for our (imaginary) husband. lol!

i don't know what my plans for tomorrow are but i know i'd have to dedicate my evenings this week (just like today) to an annoyingly funny man who seeks pleasure in murdering me and my brains. thursday friday saturday will be off to the family chalet. FRIENDS ARE WELCOMED TOO, SERIOUSLY. &friends will be loved during the weekends ALRIGHTOS! we'll visit makcik wiwi and her lil niece nadyne!

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i think he finally gave up. thank goodness
*does a tribal dance together with the tribal leader halberry*

edit : elliot yamin's "wait for you" song makes me :((((((((((((((((((((((((((

you

Mon, 06 Aug 2007 16:59:04 GMT

Sad songs, which I can definitely relate to, make me think about the past. Sometimes, it just brings tears to my eyes.

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I'm ~~not~~ never able to forget you. I can never find another you.

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Self-reminder : 84

good friends do it the right way

Sun, 05 Aug 2007 14:12:57 GMT

LOOK WHO DIED FROM SEXUAL ACTIVITIES!!!!!!!!!
only khay and i died as virgins!!!!
halimah has only 11 people attending her funeral!!
i'm the generous one leaving so much money to friends and family!
LOL LOL LOL!

no offence babers, just for fun!

kingston vs jojo

Sat, 04 Aug 2007 09:09:03 GMT

SO WHICH IS THE BETTER VERSION? : )

bye bye chicher

Sat, 04 Aug 2007 02:17:03 GMT

how annoying. i typed more than a thousand words for yesterday's entry about the last day of my teaching stint and my brother just had to press the off button because i refused to let him stick his memory card into the slot. LOOOOOZER. anyway, im sad that i had to leave the kids but hoho, no more waking up at 6am anymore! (: gosh, i'll do an update of it soon, i promise cos there's just too much to share!

~~anyway, i'm going to watch the ndp performance AGAINNNNN wooohoo, this time with halberry's family!!! ooh yeah fireworks baby! so egggciting!~~ edit : WE'RE ALL NOT GOING COS THERES NO FIREWORKS BOO BOO!

oky poky off to tuition now.

cheery days up ahead. not a drop of tear anymore (:

accidental

Wed, 01 Aug 2007 15:32:52 GMT

i just watched "alone" again. twice in two weeks, just like how it happened for "shutter". (-.-") if i continue at the rate that i'm going now, i'll probably be depressed during the weekends. i should stop being emotionally weak, like crying for looozer reasons but today was the limit. it's kinda hurtful to hear that but heck it. &things at home are not helping at all. my mom's on an occasional screaming spree so whoever comes within a radius of 2m gets a little taste of it. and my maid, as usual, is being so fucking lazy that sometimes i wish i could just send her back but i know she will make me lose my mind if i do that and I AM NOT KIDDING. she has her own ways to kill it, or rather kill me. my favourite boy cried the other day and my heart just melted. goodness gracious great balls on fire. if you didn't realise, you have drifted far far away. changes, how it has taken a toll in your life and yet you don't know it. i wish i could sing that song i once sang to you but nah, i'm cool. one less shoulder for you to cry on. like as if you really cared. tftm. you're a disappointment. i don't want to be forgotten especially when i have done so much for you. it seems as though my social life has been pretty stagnant for quite some time. it feels good to be appreciated but it hurts when you sacrifice or do something for someone you care for and the person does not acknowledge your deeds. love is blind and it has blinded you away from the realms of truth. 2 more fucking days. but i know i will cry. this is just too random and i promise not to scream tomorrow.

cos i'm bored and i'm missing my j boys

Sat, 28 Jul 2007 13:51:20 GMT

the best of you

Sun, 22 Jul 2007 14:52:15 GMT

ONE LOVE

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